think of you

trying not to think of you
maybe the pain will lessen
but concentrating so hard
only makes it worse

wishing you were with me
but knowing you can't be
missing you next to me
watching you watch me

feeling you hands on mine
tasting your lips on mine
hearing your voice in my ears
seeing my happiness reflected in your eyes

i don't know why i feel for you
all i can say is "why not?"
the love you have for me
is so completely undeserved

i wish that i was perfect
because thats what you deserve
but if i was perfect
how could you show your love?

i don't want you to change
stay the same forever
but whatever changes happen
my love will stay the same