- scared i won't make it into any nursing schools
- scared i won't get accepted into YWAM
- scared i'll end up an old maid because no one can handle me
- scared someone will fall in love with me and i wont noe how to love them back because i'm not whole
- scared i won't be able to survive
- scared my life isn't really my own
- scared i'll lose sight of who i am in a search for myself (i know, i don't make sense)
- scared no one feels the same way
- scared someone will think they know what to do for me and ruin everything
- scared no one knows how to help me
- scared i really do need help
- scared...of the future
i honestly don't know.
anything.
i'm scared that my fear of living in the past is whats causing this, because i refuse to think about it.
it hurts too much to remember.
so i try not to, and maybe thats whats killing me.
then again, i don't think i could survive thinking about the past.
i don't know.
i'm so scared...
