Midnight Ramblings

K, so it's not midnight yet.

But it's close.

I'm only an hour early.

I was talking to a friend earlier.

Well actually it was only a couple minutes ago.

But anyways.

He was talking about his girlfriend. How much he misses her. And how he's going to marry her someday.

And, I was thinking.

Marriage is a HUGE commitment.

I used to say I wanted to get married when I was 23 or 24.

Thats in 5 years.

5 YEARS!

I don't even want a boyfriend right now!!

I don't want that commitment. I don't want the stress of trying to decide when to do homework and when to hang out with my boyfriend.

And I highly doubt I'm going to be ready to get married in 5 years.

But at the same time, I want someone to want to commit to me.

I want someone to love me the way my friend loves his girlfriend.

I want to know that I'm wanted, loved, desired.

(Freaking girly, I know. But still...)

People say "you'll find someone, it just takes time."

I'm EXTREMELY impatient.

I don't like waiting for things.

I just want someone to like me...

End "Heartbroken Rambling"

Thanks for suffering through this with me =)