Totally just happened to me.
Mostly it's just awkward because I did like him for a couple weeks, but that bird has flown far far away.
Crushes are a funny thing.
Sometimes they last months.
I liked a guy in my English class last year for the entire quarter, until he told me he was getting his ex-girlfriend a rose for valentines day. Really? Who gets their ex a rose? I realized he was insane, and the crush was gone.
Other times, they last a day.
Fleeting thoughts of "Oh, that guy is suuuuuper cute! I would love to go on a date with him!" and then you realize he's nothing you want in a guy and you return to normal.
I've had a few crushes since I've been at PLU.
All of them ended with me realizing there was something about the guy that would mean things really wouldn't work out, and I stopped liking the guy.
Same with this last guy.
Liking the guy you're closest to never ends well, unless he feels the same way, and even then, disaster usually occurs.
Take, for example, Christopher Wilson.
That was a BAD ending to a relationship that was actually pretty good. Looking back on it, it's everything I want in a relationship now. Nothing serious, not spending every waking moment with each other, plenty of time to do our own thing.
And now? We never talk. After not seeing me for 2 months he was so sick of me he didn't want me around for NYE. Doesn't make a whole lot of sense, but then again, what does?
So anyways.
I realized I value our friendship a million times more than i like wasting my time liking a guy who definitely doesn't like me. Really, why not just enjoy being best friends for the rest of our lives (or however long we remain friends for) and not worry about stupid stuff like dating? It would end badly and we wouldn't be friends, at least not as close as we are now.
Moral of the story:
Katie is not crushin on anyone right now.
Single and open to hot guys.
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