best weekend of my life

not!
last nite was just plain shitty. theres no other way to describe it. and today wasn't any better.
i found out last nite that someone extremely close to me has been lying to me for about a month about something that is insanely important to me. and not only that, but they've been lying about other things too.
this on top of feeling like i'm dying. and so that just made the death closer.
my stomach has been killing me since then. and i'm rly dizzy and out of it.
so today, i left the quiz meet early because my team was done quizzing. somewhere close to the ramp from I-5 onto 18 i (we think) blacked out and ran over a curb or hit something. we're not exactly sure. but all i know is the car was fine, and then the steering wheel started freaking out and i pulled over on 18 and called my dad. he came and checked it out, and the left wheel is bent. and i have no idea how it happened. which is what makes us think i blacked out. i don't handle stress like this well. and the last time i was really really stressed i passed out. and i have the same stomach ache as when i passed out before.
i'm really freaked out, cuz if i did pass out i could have hit another car and died.
and yet i'm still here. i don't know whats going on with me.
and i'm scared to death that i actually am dying.
which is silly. i'm not dying. i CAN'T die. and yet not knowing whats happening (and waiting 3 days for your doctor to call and let you know that its just your vitamin D levels and you'll be fine) is horrible.
pray for me.
please.
i'm scared.