confessions of a teenage girl

i absolutely hate the color pink. hate it. i wear it occasionally, if the article of clothing is amazing in some way. but i hate the color.
however, i love hearts. most things with hearts are pink. this is a problem. i don't understand why its pink instead of red. i mean really, the blood in ur heart is red. not pink. and actually some of it is blue. its kinda purpley. speaking of which, why are hearts shaped the way they are? why don't they look like an actual heart? i'm not sure. no clue. but anways.
hearts represent love. another mystery. why not circles? or triangles? everyones heard of love triangles. even chris, who for some reason thinks they involve four people. maybe he doesn't know what a triangle looks like or something. who knows.
but love is one of my favorite topics. really, it is. i've been in love a few times. its never ended well. actually...with jacob, it kinda did, cuz now we're best friends. but thats a really weird story. but the weird thing is, no matter how stupid people are, if they're my friends i love them. and even if they're being ridiculously stupid and ignoring me or something close to it, i don't usually hate them. i get pissed. i actually get pissed pretty easily. but i try to avoid hurting people, because i've been hurt many times and i don't want to subject other people to that. i'd rather drive them insane by being nice. its actually pretty amusing, cuz i know for a fact i was annoying andrew just by being nice to him. it made me laugh several times. annoying isn't really the right word for it...but hopefully u understand what i meant, cuz i can't explain it. but i pretty much love everyone. but since love is one of my favorite things, next to coffee, caffeine, and helping people (all things i love...maybe that makes it my favorite thing?) that means i'm naturally attracted to hearts. and hearts are pink, as i've said before. this causes a problem. not exactly sure what kind of problem, but its a problem. it means i'm attracted to pink things. i prefer red hearts, but a hearts a heart. altho really, they shouldn't be pink in the first place.
another question. why are pink, red, and white all colors that symbolize love? why not green?