so...a few people have apparently read my blog, and the one abt chris worried some of them...to explain. i really do like him. i really do want to date him. i no longer see him as a brother. i'm not breaking up with him. i was still freaking out over discovering i liked him when i wrote it, and i was just writing down my thoughts and trying to make sense of everything...but i figured it out and its all good. i'm not taking this relationship any less seriously then any others. but i'm also...idk how to say it without freaking people out. i'm not going to set my future around this relationship. if it fits in my future where God wants it, then great. i would love that. but...i don't want to get all depressed if it doesn't work out. i think it will work out. and i'm trying really hard to be optimistic about it, because being pessimistic jus doesn't work very well. so really all i'm trying to say is...i really like chris, and i'm really glad we're dating.
*shrugs*
oh and the whole physical thing...just meaning i don't want the relationship to be centered around making out and stuff like a couple of my other relationships were. i'm perfectly fine with physical stuff as long as theres other stuff too.
love you guys!
Katie, I think it says a lot about the relationship that you're treating it differently, despite what some other people have apparently "freaked out" about... I think it says a whole lot that you don't want it centered around the physical aspect of the relationship, AND that you're not placing your hope for your future in him, that you're trusting God with it. That says SO much! One, that you're maturing as an individual, and two, that your relationship with Chris is going to be a healthy one. If it doesn't work out, it won't end badly, as long as you're just trusting God with it and not relying on him, yourself, or the two of you together. I think that's really good. I love you Katie, I'm proud of you.
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