so...i wrote a poem last nite. and i didn't put it up cuz its kinda emo-ish. not that the others aren't...i mite put it up later..i just didn't feel like it. but i wrote part of it on my hand, and it says "wishing, hoping, someone cares enough. crying, hurting, reaching out for love" and my friend saw it this morning in school and was like "omg ur emo!!" and i was like no i'm not....but then i realized, i guess i kinda am. at times. almost all my poems are incredibly emo. but...i don't know how to explain it. when i get depressed, i can hide it. i express it in my poems, but thats about it. i try not to let others see it. i don't want to be the girl who's always depressed, or has a ton of problems. but i feel like i'm constantly complaining about something. actually i'm pretty sure i am always complaining. and i joke about it. but it kinda bothers me. its part of my personality, but its part that i want to change...i just don't know how. but i think ima put the poem on here...
screaming
bleeding
hurting herself
pain
anger
holding onto nothing
shame
frustration
never good enough
crying
hurting
reaching out for love
unloved
unwanted
alienated in her house
wishing
hoping
someone cared enough
Well, I like it. I think it is good. I have a lot of emo poems too [;
ReplyDeleteIf I didn't know that YOU knew how many of us love you, and how much we love you, I'd be worried. Since I'm pretty sure you know that, I'm not worried about your emo-ness. :)
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